Me & My shadow..!!!
A Reminisce…:
1st October’2011,
11:36 hrs,
Procession of series of sweat lines
made their own route to flood till feet..Those feets which were busy in thier
metabolism towards a new unseen place called Royal Enfield showroom. Minutes
later Sweat over head was num with the happiness around…from bottom of heart to
peak point of a about to fall hair to the tip of the toe-nail… Guess what… I
was About to book my dream bike…My Beast… Honestly telling I never got such a
close view to see the beast in my lifetime as it was not adviceable to see any
other’s bike so closely or termed as a educated behavior…!!! J
I saw all the variants to every inch it
shined & every minute I spent there in the showroom…Then started dreaming
of the day when really I could hold my own beast with my own skin, muscle &
bone… J
As I stood near the beast… its silence
mumbled something in my ears which hardly anyone else heard..!!! It said… “I
need to be more Muscled & heavy to handle it..” The whole night same words
ate me raw & I decided… I shall hit the doors of Gym next morning…!!! But
next morning was Sunday…& also Gandhiji’s B’day… J How can I miss my sleep & his
B’day pulling mammoth weights & play hilarious gestures to really workout
to some extent..!!!
Week rolled on…Reasons rolled in hand
in hand..& both hands made me never see the longer & shorter hands of a
analogue clock stretching 5am.
27th July’2012, 18:47
hrs,
Weeks rolled on to Months…& the day
came when my mobile sobbed out to say something special…!!!! It had only 6
wonder words to say… “Your Beast is ready to collect.. J” And the whole world looked so
pampered…. J. The same night … The same words
played in my ears… I could barely build my tummy & everything remained
same… L Next day I went with a friend of mine
to grab the beast and he helped me in to land it near ma home…!!! My later task
was to pull it into home fence & make it feel secure…!!! The 185kg Beast
was quite heavy for me to shake it raw..!!! Putting all my un-dissipated energy
from every corner of the body… I finally placed the beast to its place… J. I and my shadow… took a oath that
night…. That I need to move on… I must get into some shape atleast to match
& add some contributes to the beast for its mass & size…!!!
The next morning..!!! Both myself &
my shadow couldn’t find way to think that we are suppose do some workouts
atleast… As muscles & bones called off out of pain…!!! Then after daily oaths,
commitments went in conflict with myself & my shadow…!!!
08th February’2013, 8:43
hrs,
Sixth Month on flow after the Beast has
landed & No doors of Gym I found open for me…Hilarious but true..!!! J My long beard had something to grind
my thoughts and give a new flavor & look to the ever-exposed part of the
body..!!! I started having a C dumped
convex Mustache hung below nose & over
a cantilever of lips which added some weightage to suit the beast…!!!! J Myself & my shadow were also convinced a
bit thinking there wont be any further conflicts or contradiction in their
respective opinions….!!!
24th May’2013, 13:53 hrs,
I strongly believed I am the same old
man with same length & breadth but 1 Re coin into the weighing machine
turned everything into a catastrophe….!!! Days later I checked again in another
machine with another coin…!!! Result was same..!!! I was blown up by 5000 gms…
& tummy was loosing its geometry..!!! Again Myself & my shadow came into
existence instantaneously… !!! Oath was mumbled within to schedule a walk for
next day.
Same day evening I was caught with cold
& related stuffs….!!! Uff.. My state was pitiable & No sensible
homo-sapien in this world will dare to go walk in a chill morning with running
nose & stuffs…So that day also got into futile ..!!!
01st June’2013, 6:30 hrs,
Finally the day came atlast… There were too many reasons tried stopping me But
the strong will inside never repelled from its focus... After having long conflict
in mind for
about 30 minutes…Finally my both feets were lazed & with
required outfits I stepped out…crossed many street poles with lights…unopened
shutters of shops…crazy 65+ guys & gals…trying to walk faster than
me…people riding in towards a park & from the park… People carrying milk
& newspaper….ufff…I haven’t seen all such people in a single stretch in
single shoot ever in my life…!!! Mornings….Early mornings are sooo
different…!!! I had 500 mts to step..to reach the park… 5 mins later .. I found
myself in a big park which had a perimeter of 1km…!!! I saw people wit hair to
hairless… black to grey hair…straight to curly hairs….ear-holes to
earplugs…bulgy to stiff…all kind of human race was racing one behind another to
burn their inbuilt calories…!!!
I had one tough candidate who use to
walk with one-half leg but use to move like pebble out of stretched catapult…J I tried all perimeter… but then
thought why to hurt a person who has come over here to show the caliber under
Physically Handicapped quota J.
1000mtrs plus walk towards home made me
perspire….Legs felt increase of kelvins…I thought its normal symptoms of a
athlete who re-starts his warmout after a decade… J
By evening I was worthless than that
Physically handicapped guy in park…!!! Fever hugged me at mid of the park…without
my notice…& even another’s
notice…J The Myself & My shadow who use to
take oath at every circumstances of life…were found absconding…!!! I was left
alone with the pain & kelvins…!!! I was left clueless & days after understood
that the mother nature itself is not in agreement for my decision..!!! Then why
should I go against it J
So there after… I killed Mr. Myself
& Mr. My Shadow…. J Now leading a comfortable life J